Do you know ...

Do you know the feeling when you are way to confused about everything. The feeling when you don't know what to listen to... should you listen to your heart or your mind? That is probably one of the hardest questions. How can something you love so much, hurt you even more? How is that even be possible? How do you look at someone you loved for so long time and tell yourself it's time to walk away? Every time i am with you i am in heaven, but every time i still get hurt in away or other. I am so confused and so lost. Every day i try to trick myself that everything is perfect, but every night i still cry myself to sleep. Is it only me, do you feel like this? Everything won't be fine if i just walk away, it will make me even weaker. How can you be without one you loved for so long time? It is just impossible. Your smile, the way you looked at me, your laugh, the way you smell, all of that will be gone and no one can ever replace it. Seeing you after i walked will rip my heart apart and hurt me so bad. We all know is that this won't be easy. I am just way confused and in love, but this has to end.

- a girl who is in love, but hurt.